hey!! just let it go... :)

So, somebody hurt you. Was it bad? THAT bad?
Oh, that someone hurt you so bad that you befriended a grudge.
How desolating.
Okay, right. Now you want to avenge your bruised soul?
Seriously, people. Have you, or have you not—in your entire life, ever learned about forgiveness?
Yes, I know… It’s easy said, but… Hey, why not ponder this for a moment.
Which affair could be easier to live with:

a compensating heart that has the sincerity to forgive those who’ve flawed against you, or

an aggravating grudge that gnaws away the remaining years of your life?
Now, if you’re thinking of making things a little bit better… Why sleep away through those sleepless nights, retracing that same old scar of yours, only to relive the agony?
Let’s put it this way. It does take some time or maybe years to forgive the people who caused you to suffer from a heart ache, yes it’s true. But, do you prefer to spend a lifetime embracing a grudge that spaces up your heart and mind?
We can’t counter a mischief with resentment, because it only tires you up and makes things even worse.

By forgiving, we regain that sense of happiness and peacefulness—even more than before.

There is a glorious feeling in forgiveness, because by forgiving, we win. :)

05/10/2011

Isn’t it great that sometimes everything is getting along just fine?

When you live your life too orderly, you just can’t chill out until everything is in place. Every single point on your checklist must be crossed out before you get into your bed. All assignments are done, house cleaned, bills paid, clothes washed, supper’s ready, you’re gathered around with your loved ones to watch your favorite TV show. It seems a blissful picture. But we can’t quite relax. We think “something is wrong.” There has to be something here I need to “fix”.

As people who do too much, we like to think that there is nothing we can’t make just a little bit better, no situation we can’t improve upon. Nothing is beyond our range; we’re always busy, tired out, preparing for next performances, or even “act” before the performance.

But we need to learn to let well enough alone. When we try to mend what doesn’t need fixing, we may end up creating more problems than we solve.

29/06/2011

Job Vacancy.

Wanted: Caretaker, supervisor, to provide love, nurturing, financial and emotional security. If job is well done, in about eighteen years you will no longer be needed. Benefits include occasional hugs. No previous experiences necessary.

What kind of job is this, and why do we all apply for it? Is it for the feeling like no other that we can get when our son or daughter puts those tiny arms around your necks, looks into your eyes, and says “I Love you”?

If we are burdened out as parents, it may not be the job—but the way we perceive the job—that is to blame.

Being a parent has its frustrations, but it also has its rewards. I will think about how much joy I get from being a parent ;)

29/06/2011

Have you ever, in your life, felt like this?

When you feel so upset,
but you can't stop smiling

When you hate someone so much,
but you keep on thinking about that person

When someone disappointed you,
but you just want to please them in return

When you're blinded,
but you can picture the reality

When you lie so much,
you hardly recognize the truth

When you search too hard,
but it disappears

When you ignore something,
you can't help noticing

When you try to forget,
but the thoughts grow stronger

When you know too much,
you just wish you knew nothing at all

When you regret a lot,
you just want to do it again

When you avoid something,
it just follows you

When you try to follow the path,
but you get lost

When you're so eager to move on,
but you're walking around in circles

When you miss something,
but you feel too proud to admit it

When you have too much faith,
you doubt your belief

When you cry so much,
you end up laughing

When you're so scared,
you  turn reckless

When you're wounded,
but you can't even feel the pain

When you feel hot,
you can't even sweat

When you suffocate so bad,
you need no air anymore

When you defend something,
but it attacks you

When you work too hard,
you become idle

When you relax too much,
you get worried

When you're so tired,
but you can't sleep

Don't let yourself get into situations in reverse. Cause when you get carried away, you'd just enjoy being that way.
Get some sense into you. Or just live meaningless.

29/05/2011

Listen to what I'm not saying.

So this is it
You flew me up and let me fall
You left me with no sense at all
You filled my glass and let it spill
Tell me it’s not real…
And there you go
And I am here to clean the dust
Discover everything is lost
And I’ve got nothing left to feel
But the thoughts of you instead…

Do you feel there’s something wrong going all along?
Can you see me standing here?
Or have I disappeared
into the shadow of you
Trapped inside a lie
Somebody save me

Yeah, you’re my remedy
Who mend my heart and let it bleed
You were everything I need
But in the end I was wrong
What took me so long?
To figure out that you’re my summer after spring
That ends with a fall
Fall…

Do you feel there’s something wrong going all along?
Can you see me standing here?
Or have I disappeared into the shadow of you
Trapped inside a lie
Somebody save me…

2005

A Story of a Girl who.

She’s there all alone unaware of her heart

It’s breaking to pieces, she’s losing the parts

She fights, and she struggles, and tries as she may

These thoughts in her head, they just won’t go away

Go away…

She’s trying so hard not to see what is real

When the truth all around her starts to reveal

The world full of pain starts closing her in

She’s falling, and failing, and crying

“Is it supposed to be like this?

Why…

Does it have to be like this?”

She’s scared of the truth now

She’s running away

She’s hiding herself and pretends she’s okay

Run away…

You can choose not to look, not to hear, not to speak

You can choose not to breathe

Cut your veins ‘til you bleed all your worries away

But your troubles will stay

Now would you feel okay?

And this she did say

“It’s supposed to be like this

Yes…

It does have to be like this”

She’s bleeding, and paling, and fading away

The sight all around her just starts to turn grey

For a moment today seems a good day to die

So she waves her mistakes and her worries goodbye

Goodbye…

“It’s not supposed to be like this

No…

It doesn’t have to be like this”

After all of the hurt, and the ailing, and pain

There are only the words of regret that remain…

“It wasn’t supposed to be like this

Oh, no…

It didn’t have to be like this"

this is dedicated to someone I once knew.

10/2009

Intro.

Ego. I, Myself, Me.

I am an individual, and I am unique. There is no one like me. Neither is there anyone like you.

You can’t compare me with any other, I am me, and they are them. Thus, I shan’t compare you with myself or any other egos.

Even twins cannot share one ego. Clone me, and you’ll find two different egos. Imitate me, and you’ll still find two very different egos.

Why dream of being someone else? Why wish to be someone not as perfect as you are now? Why thinking of running away from your rightful place?

So you want to become exactly like the one you idolize? Go ahead and try. Will forever be enough to reach such a foolish goal? I don’t reckon.

Why wanting to be someone else, when you can only be better or worse than them?

What if there is someone out there, longing to be you. Can you imagine what it would be like if there were someone like you--exactly like you? That, I believe, would be the most super annoying thing a person can do to another.

Why flatter about somebody else’s success, when God has given you your own?

Just believe in what you have, and what you can do with it. Nothing is in vain. Everything is created for a reason, and so are you.

I am an individual, and I am unique. There is no one like me. Neither is there anyone like you.

28/06/2011